Don't even know what happened

All I know is i'm tired of hurting you & everyone around me

never meant to be this bad but you & everyone are on the move all the time & I don't even know what i'm doing anymore

I don't want to be a celebrity, I don't care about being in business

just loved that music where you were spazzing out & now i'm the one getting my ass kicked all the time

I took my medication back then but then got wrapped too much in a messageboard that isn't around anymore & the names there

& now? they didn't fill my pills right as always so i'm just trying to deal

not trying to go crazy just wanna figure it out

I trust you more than anyone as much as I have questions, but the answers are all right there

I know you understand that's why I am writing this, never want to leave you in the dark as much as we don't talk

not gonna cry I lost the friend I never had but I know I can't be the only one up here who misses you being closer

you got this though, wherever you go

I still believe

as much i'm scared

Derdy Loops

 

Butterfly just came on ther supermix so fuckin loud lol

just wanted to say you can't dismiss this song as a RHCP rip off cause it just sounds like you don't like the Peppers.

2 different songs but the same style, beat is a great loop but I can't figure out how they did it myself although I think I may have an old flip somewhere

either way RIP DJ AM & every town is a crazy town

Love in December

Just checking in, year coming to a close & we went pretty hard

hope yall having a merry Christmas/happy Dewyear, as long as yall good I think i'll be good

still on my bullshit & dealing with some stuff but imma stretch, try & spend more time tryina get my mind right

Still cooking up short songs in hopes 2024 is the year I move a little smarter

think i've done a decent job but can do better

birthday creeping up so all I can do is think of time

it's been a wild ass ride I wonder where can go from here?

Nu Music: DERDYPOP!

Derdy White Boi · DERDYPOP!

 One of those songs that came a little natural

sounds like a love song but it's not so direct

also available for download/purchase on derdy.bandcamp.com

don't sleep!

2nd song with a new mic

GTA VI Trailer 1

It's been so long, this is wild

shoutout all the crews I've rolled with & RIP any gamers we lost along the way

 

SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO HOT!!!!

My bad not posting much, in one of my weird moods today.

Tryina move on but it's real aggravating looking at this hole in the wall still being here & also remembering before being cuffed these fuckers were trying to make me spill the beer on my laptop telling it to me over & over but I knew to hold it out yall tried something but once I was in those things it was on. & to put the icing on the cake I can never both my pills & you want me to take this serious so thanks yall!

I'll be good doe ✌

Nu Derdy: No One Like You

Derdy White Boi · No One Like You

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Quick verse over a VTZ beat sampling Scorpions that's been sitting on YouTube

Did multiple mixes but settled on this where I didn't adjust much

trying to make my raps sound cleaner but not have the beat sound low as can be

song is next level in the Bluetooth & chaotic on the monitors

 trying to learn some new things while going through stuff

got a problem where I'll have something & lose it a minute later, smh

know I can't be the only one ;)